Since my new blog is hosted at pansitan, I decided to make this journal friends only.


Anyway, I'm sure only a few people reads my LJ, so it won't be a big deal.. but if ever anyone of you wants to add me, just comment away! :)

I haven't posted in a while....

Finally, I can blog about Cebu.

Day 1

We left saturday morning (June 30) and arrived at Mactan International Airport. Walang sinabi sa domestic airport ng NAIA.. ehheehe.. We headed to the port to go to Bantayan Island. We stayed at Kota beach resort, and luckily we got to see the sand bar. Afterwards, before snorkeling, we went to Ogtong resort to see the cave. Ayos naman, mas nakapag swimming ako sa cave dun kesa sa Hingdanan cave in Bohol. When we were about to go snorkeling it rained (bummer), so we went back to Kota. Nothing beats beach + beer + cigs + cool weather. We ate dinner at "Marisqueara O Portuguese", eat all you can baby for only 195 bucks! Seafoods itech! Gusto ko pa mag crabs, kaya lang I was too full. After eating we were tired so we headed back to the resort for a drinking session. It was a perfect setting... drinks, full moon, summer playlist, and great friends. Tamang inom lang, we weren't drunk at all before we went to bed.


*sunrise during our plane ride*dove pose @ kota beach resort in Bantayan*


Day 2

The weather was finally clearing up. Breakfast and photoshoot before we went to Malapascua. It was a 2 hour boat ride (ng walang sandalan). We were hoping the rain clouds we saw won't reach Malapascua. Malapascua is a small island that you can tour in 2 hours by foot (sabi sa brochure.. hahaha). We checked-in at Blue Coral Resort. The view from our veranda was great! Shore sya na mabato pero malinaw ang tubig.. Nakakatuwa.. heheheh.. We had lunch at La Dolce Vita. Panalo! Promising! Gusto namin mag franchise! Hahaha. My 300+ worth of lunch was woooorth it! Gambiretti alla Sorentina.. yum! And also their panna cotta. Hahaha. God was good. The rain in bantayan was a blessing. You see, we were not planning to snorkel in Malapascua. But since it rained in Bantayan, we decided to go snorkeling. Ayos ren kasi diving spot pala talaga ang Malapascua, so ok ren ang mga snorkeling sites niya (although for me, mas maganda yung sa Bohol, plus lang na may Japanese shipwreck sa Malapascua). Dun ko nalaman na maliit lang island, kasi inikot namen sya. We also saw that the place beside the view from our veranda was acutally a graveyard, creepy ahahahha. We had dinner (which did not reach the oomph level of La Dolce Vita) and went back to the resort to sleep.

*gambiretti alla sorentina @ la dolce vita (currently my fave italian resto)*view from our veranda*


Day 3

Some of us woke up early for massage, while I stayed in bed. Hehehe. After breakfast, we headed to the beach for some swim and sun. Dun kami sa tapat ng La Dolce Vita kasi hindi masyado mabato dun. Some kids were even fishing while we were swimming.. as in sa shore.. Ang linaw ng tubig dun sobra! I just love it. Photoshoot ren, pyramids, jumps and dove poses (which I do not there show you guys =p). Had early lunch at La Dolce Vita, sarap kasi eh. Tapos we got ready to leave Malapascua for the city. Muntikan na nga kami di makaalis because we were left behind by the ferry (mga late kami ehehhehe). Buti na lang may mga special trips. Ang haba ng biyahe from the port to the city! Almost 4 hours, pero ok lang kasi chikahan galore kami sa van. It was already dark when we arrived in the city. A little cleaning up and rest before we headed to TOPS for dinner. Ang ganda ng city lights, plus full moon pa. Sayang lang we forgot to bring our tripod.. and jackets. Pero ok ren. The food was ok, lasang tocino yung barbecue. After dinner (and picture picture), we went to Ayala mall for coffee. Bo's coffee kami since locally made naman sya. I like it better than Starbucks because starbucks coffee is too sweet for me. After coffee, we headed back to the hotel to rest. It was the latest sleep for me sa whole cebu trip.. 1 AM.. o diba?? ang tanda ko na I can't stay up late anymore. Hehe.



*view from la dolce vita*pyramid!!*view from TOPS*after dinner @ Bo's coffee*



Day 4

City tour! We first went to Sergio Osmeña's ancestral home. Interesting place. Cool cadillac. 1940's ata yun tapos aircon na and auto transmission. Next stop, Basilica del Sto Niño and Magellan's cross. Then Philippines Taoist temple before going to sutokil. Mehn! Seafoods galore!! Well the city tour was spent more on photo-ops. Hehehe. We arrived at the airport an hour early so we had to wait.



*Cadillac*Basilica del Sto. Niño*Magellan's Cross*Taoist Temple entrance*Taoist Temple*

I had fun at Cebu, but it's such a big place. Four days is not enough. Hehehe. Panalo yung mga kasama ko =D. Maraming memorable "lines" (especially from Joy, example na lang yung title ng post) and places. I want to go back, especially to Malapascua (beacause of the place itself and La Dolce Vita).

Anyway, the above post is too detailed. Ang boring basahin, pero ayos lang, binasa niyo pa ren. Haha! Rami kasi namin ginawa and I was too tired to blog agad, kaya yan.. walang thrill. Hehe.

Oh did I tell you I almost drowned? Well not really, I just got tired from threading in the water. Before the "almost drowned" part, manong bangkero was nice enough to throw the ropes to help me go back to the pump boat.

And the japanese shipwreck rocks! Kahit unti lang nakita since takot na ko lumayo, and I'm tired. Creepy ren kasi feeling ko may makikita akong japanese sa ilalim ng tubig. Ehehehe..

Tapos, yung dinner sa malapascua, we were beside japanese guys who were with pinays who were loud. They keep shouting "shot! shot! kiss! kiss!" (I'm not sure if it was shoot or shot pero they were drinking so I assumed na shot). But then, nice naman yung isang pinay dun kasi we got to ask her for directions.

Rami foreigners sa Malapascua, some stay for weeks, and the people are nice (except for one crazy lady). Nicer than those in Bantayan. Mas ma-asikaso sila eh.
Photo-ops are rampant too! Just remember, wag pagpaliban ang mga magagandang kunan, kasi baka di niyo na daanan ulit. A lesson I learned during our snorkeling trip, iikutin pala namin yung island, eh I thought dadaanan namen ulit yung mga nde ko na kunan ng pictures.

Sinabi ko na ba na masarap sa La Dolce Vita? The first italian restaurant in Malapascua?

Basta, masaya sya. And maganda. I don't advice staying in the city if you're in Cebu, malaki sya so go explore!

Just like Baler, for more info visit Shelley's blog. Although di pa na post as of the moment. Some of the pictures are taken by Shelley, Joy, Tar and MJ. Maybe I'll post more picture on my next posts.

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But seriously, while waiting for the plane, I can't wait to go home. I missed Manila. Hehehe.. The trip helped a lot, since I realized that when I got to work, I accomplished more than what I usually finish. Hehe.. Refreshing kasi... Can't wait for the next PLG trip =D

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Other pictures are still to be uploaded. Still undergoing filtering process.

What took me so long?

Pinahiram ng kuya ko ang laptop sa friend niya, in short, wala ako nagamit. Bad trip nga eh, kasi I was planning to change my template pero since walang laptop, walang nagawa.

I've been busy watching House Season 1 and catching up with old friends. Kaya yun, masaya naman.

Medyo bumalik na yung confidence ko the past few days.. thanks sa mga nag comment sa last post ko.. syet nakakahiya.. eheheh. pero thanks talaga ^_^

I'm trying to quit lessen my nicotene and alcohol intake (sounds cooler than booze and cigs.. hahahaha!).. what made me decide to change my lifestyle? I played basketball last week and it squeezed out the air in me. I could play longer before.. it was either the smoke or old age.. haha!

And yes, I just turned 23 today.

Thanks to the people who wished me a happy birthday because it was one happy day for me ^_^. A couple gifts I received from friends ^_^


from the Pepe Lopez Girls, the goddesses, the queens, the ladies.. thanks for making me feel like a woman (yuck ang panget ng dating! hahahha.. seriously, na touch ako ^_^)


Yes, I like Hale.. so what? =p I liked them even before "The day you said goodnight" was a national theme. And Yes, I love the person who gave this to me.. Momi Jimelle.. ^_^ I'll miss her, since she'll be leaving the company. But then, we're more than officemates.. we're uhm... mag-ina? ehheheheh


A boquet of flowers from sherbs.. imagine coming to work early in the morning finding a boquet of flowers right there at your desk, straight from dangwa, from someone who lives in fairview.. the effort mehn!! Sige sherbs, pwede ka na mag sungit ulit.. ehehhehe


From FMS.. I love red ribbon's palabok. I requested a change from the usual cake, and yes.. wish granted.. thanks guys ^_^

To LeeAnne for dinner (Mr. Kabab rawks!! \m/ )

To my friends who I know wants the best for me (and that's more than enough ^_^)

and to you, for being with me yesterday, I know you think you did not have any gift for me, but just spending time with me was enough.. thanks ^_^

I guess I always feel this way.. depressed before my birthday, but when that day comes, I'm so glad God gave me another year, more friends, and reasons to believe that life may throw shit at you, but who cares because everybody has their own shit anyway ^_^ hahahah.. labo..

Oh, I'll still be accepting gifts until next week.. haha!

'Yabang mo, Pinoy!'
By Tals Diaz, Contributor
Inquirer

WE DON'T ALWAYS NEED a revolution to come together and unite.

We can start with something small, and yet still be able to raise our fists in the air to make a statement. The common bond is a little band: a piece of braided abaca worn on our wrists to signify being a Filipino that's truly proud to be one. (Quite literally a twist to the Livestrong advocacy). It's all part of the The Yabang Pinoy campaign, aimed to raise Filipino pride and heighten our collective dignity. Abaca, commonly known as the Manila hemp worldwide, is considered as the strongest natural fiber that is indigenous to the Philippine islands. The bands are crafted by underprivileged communities living in stilt houses, so you even get to help out with every bracelet you buy.

The campaign was founded by a group of young Filipinos who realized that one of the biggest problems faced by the Philippines today is Filipinos not believing enough in their nationality.

All you need to do is e-mail info@yabangpinoy.com to answer the question, "Ano ang maipagyayabang mo bilang isang Pilipino?" together with your name and contact number. The best testimonials are collated on the website, www.yabangpinoy.com.

Call it a cool revolution, a cool Pinoy revolution. Wear the band and raise your fists in the air, not to overthrow, but to uplift. Yabang, 'noh?

Just Watched the Ozzfest thingy at MTV.. lufeeeet!! nakaka-antig! eheheheh.. Reminded me of a post years ago. Medyo natatawa ako pag nababasa ko.. pero I still feel the same way.. Except for the black nail polish thingy.. I apply black nail polish when I'm bored.. bango kasi ng amoy.. *lol* adik!

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ROCK.POSER

I listen to rock... I like rock... but I’m no hardcore rocker girl like what other people think. I'm not the type of person that would dish out money for CD's, wear the so-called rock attire, black nail polish, and collect rock memorabilia. I have no piercing in any other part of my body except for my ears that I had when I was young. I'd rather stay at home and listen to my mp3's, than going out at night to gigs. Not being allowed by my parents is a factor but I just really don't see myself in a mosh pit with people I don’t know. Maybe one day if ever I try it I would know why people enjoy doing it. I just like listening to it... end of story. I'm no poser, because if I were I would be saying, "Rocker ako!!"... Which is basically not true.

I like rock music; I could sympathize with its lyrics. And I could sense the pain the writer feels, especially if I am experience pain and anger within myself. Somehow it's hatred and anguish in the melody (as what other people would call noise) releases the tension in my body (well, after listening to it that is).

It's my way of venting out the anger I feel towards my parents, brothers, friends, etc. Rather than answering back to a useless heated argument ("useless" meaning I know that no matter what I do I would never win even though I'm right), I'd rather listen, sing, scream, growl with the tune playing on the radio. It puts me back in my shoes. Makes me realize, "Hey, I’m not alone in this world... I’m not the only weirdo."

I don’t smoke weed, joint or whatever the musician I listen to smokes. It's their way of being able to vent out their emotions. It's their life and I know I won't use it as an example to live mine. The product of their self-expression is my own natural high... Yes, I usually feel lighter while listening to rock music. And I know I'm not the only one.

I listen to rock... I like rock music... but I’m no hardcore rocker girl... just a person who appreciates much in life.


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Astig no? Two years ago pa yan ha.. eheheh USTex days pa.. bwahahahha.. corny.. but cute.. *lol*

( stop thinking... just feel )

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Re: Ryan issue

For all the times I've been hearing "Bakit hindi na lang kayo ni Ryan?"... I keep answering "Kasi hindi kme pwede.. gulo yun!". And he answers the same thing to his friends [or something similar]. We are friends from different poles. And I know him too well to know that I couldn’t trust him in a relationship and he feels the same way about me... Hindi ko kaya panindigan ang pagiging girlfriend niya [masyadong strict.. eheheheh]… Hindi siguro namen kaya maging masaya pag naging kme..

Yes, I do love him… but the love I feel for him is not quite what other people think. He's special to me because we shared so many things… and he knows me very well... that is what keeps our friendship stronger. We may have done stupid things, but we’ve done this knowing that whatever happens, we would still be friends... Sure, I’ve thought that maybe someday we could be what other people expect us to be.. but when the opportunity comes, I’ll have doubts [I’m pretty sure he does too] and back-out… I guess it’s never meant to be…

Most of the guys I linked up with, have some issues with him, and I can't blame them. I actually blame myself for talking so much about him. I guess he's like the best friend I never had. But I just hope that people would understand that there could be no more than that.

Ryan is Ryan… And if pwede talaga maging kme, we could have been a couple, years ago pa… High school pa lang… maraming opportunities… Pero wala talaga… Ryan is a friend… He’s my kuya and I’m his baby sister… He’s one of the people that I could tell everything to.. let’s just leave it like that, because it’s better that way.

bad trip
You see, the other night.. I received a text message from JC asking if I could call him up.. and so I did. But we did not talk that much because "may pasaway daw". So we did put the phone down..

and I just learned a while ago that it was his girlfriend who texted me..

and the reason?

kasi nde raw nia magising si JC dahil uuwi na sya.. kaya nag text sya para magising.. labo dba? tas para nde raw sya sunan at kausapin n lng ako..

argh! then why text me? dba? nakakapang init ng ulo.. pinaka ayaw ko pa naman ung pinagmumukha akong tanga at pinag tritripan ako.. and for her expense pa!

graaaabe!!!

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on a good note, happy ako.. ewan ko.. basta happy ako..thanks parekoy..

who would you choose?

the person you waited to love you for a long time [and now he does]

or the new person who you like and who seems to like you too?

Sana'y masabi sa awit kong ito
ang lahat ng ninanais nitong puso ko
Sana saan man patungo sa buhay
may pag-ibig, may pag-asa, may saya at saysay
Sana sa bawat sandali'y matikman
pasarap ng pagsasama at simpleng ligaya
Tara na, Sakyan lang, Malay mo
Andyan lang, andyan lang
Ang hinahanap mo...




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kung ako kaya yung namimigay ng coke, may iinom kaya? ehehehe...

I've been surprisingly okay last week. And I find it funny. I don't know, but I'm not used to feeling this way. But I like it :).
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Ryan taught me a valuable lesson last time we spoke. Never joke around a drunk person who wants to talk seriously.
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SMB vs Ginebra

Belasco is one of the top players?? huwaaat?! ehehehehhe

Why is it the only guy who could treat me the way I want to be treated is someone who has somebody else?

He's always there.. he treats me well.. he cares for me [or at least he says he does].. we somehow feel the same way.. the catch? he has someone else who's also waiting for him.

Why is it that the only person I could run to is not the person I used to know?

It's either he changed or we just drifted apart..





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So ok, it's 7:30 a.m. and I have an exam later at 1 p.m. and I really haven't reviewed yet. *lol*

But I guess it's ok since I was smiling again last night. :)

You see, Tin invited me to join her and her friends at mapua. So we left UST and went to intramuros to meet her friends. And like I said in the previous post (RE: Tin's bday party), they were all nice and fun to be with. Eheheheh..

So we drank some booze but I couldn't stay long because I'm the only one who lives up north and all of them down south (Las Pinas). But it was ok.. at least I met some new people.. ehehehe.. Hats off to Kat, Raymond, Basti, Kinot, Manong Kirby and of course to Tin and Resty.. ehehheheh..

And like I told Tin (which I don't know if she did receive my text), ever since her birthday party, I'm starting to feel a little bit better. Yayness!

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Cramming Phd na to!!!!

I have no voice.. yup. Paos na paos ako. ehehehe..

Tin's party was a-ok! Her friends were great! hahahaha!

Sayang, gusto ko pa naman talaga kumanta pero my voice was so coarse. And I was sick.. eheheheh

One of the highlights was when Tin sang "Mata" by mojofly.. Proved that the girl has talent! Bagay nga talaga sila ni Resty.

What more can I ask when I'm surrounded by talented people!? Vice, Tin, Kat, Nigel, Resty, Raymond, Kirby, and a guy named JC [Raymond's brother and not JC as in Joseph].. hahaha.. grabeh!! Enjoy ako!!


( pichooors! )
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Ryan also was there.. :) I love that guy! hahahah.. actually, I was really happy to see him because I missed him a lot. We haven't seen each other for months! And since nagtampo ako sa kanya last december (we have this sort of tradition that we would meet every december), he surely paid it off last night.

One person asked if Ryan was my boyfriend.. heller?! we had our chance.. we passed on it. And how can you have a serious relationship with a guy when your friendship got stronger because of the "kalokohan"? And Ryan's one of those guy

Thanks Yan! **** ka talaga! ehehehe.. mwah!

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I was kinda crazy last night.. and Ryan can atest to that [kaya nga sinasalo ung ibang tagay ko]. Pero it was not because of alcohol.. but because I really needed to let loose.

Ehehehe.. I had my time as "tanggera" and when I learned that JC was the name of .. well.. JC.. pinuno ko yung baso..ehehhe.. talk about being bitter.. *lol*.. pero ok lang ren.. He was nice and so was Tin's other friends..

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Momentarily crush? I have some of those.. Yung tipong, "ui.. he's cute.. he's nice.. he's blah blah blah".. then the next day, wala na.. can't even remember the kilig feeling anymore.. hahahaha.. kainis.. </p>

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prelims week na next week.. wish us luck..

Gawd, my eyes are still puffed from last night's drama. Well, that's an exaggeration.. ehehhe..

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It was our recollection a while ago... and the priest was one of the best speakers I heard...

He talk about how we should live our life...

1) Live life to its fullest
2) Love deeply
3) Let go cheerfully..

and I got almost all the stares when he said #3..

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Love deeply.. according to him there are three types of Love..

1) sobra
2) sapat
3) sakit

In 21 years, I experienced all three of them and although I promised myself before that I'll never ever love someone and get hurt deeply, I still found myself in the situation recently...

sakit, I think he meant giving up something important for the one you love without regretting anything..

I guess the only regret is, I can't give him the love that I still want to give to him..

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Let go cheerfully.. I never really got that part.. eheheheheh

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Can't wait this saturday.. It's tintin's birthday/jammin party! and yes, I get to sing with a band! a dream come true! hahahah... I guess I need to drink a glass or two of alcohol first.. jowk!

then, baka tambay ako kela yanyan after.. kasi I need to be home before 7:30 the next day.. eheheheh.. saya no?

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I deserve to be happy..

Dear you,
How are you? I'm glad that you found someone that you're ready to committ too.. scrap that. The first time you told me that you have a girlfriend, I pretended to be ok with that. But I know you could see through me. I was not ok.

You said that you don't want to committ and you were not ready for a relationship that's why we broke up. You keep saying those things when I was trying to ask for another chance. You still keep saying those things when I just wanted a simple
answer. But I guess I got the answer to the question we keep arguing about. It finally got to me.. that your feelings were gone. Yeah.. for a guy who's not ready for a relationship, it's surprising to hear that you have a new boo. Now I still keep
wondering what really went wrong.

There were days that I would be ok. But there were days where the thoughts of us keeps popping in my head and I can't seem to get rid of those thoughts. Those were the days that I wished that I have selective amnesia.

I wanted to tell you so many things.. I wanted to talk to you about everything.. just like before. I wanted to tell you what new songs I heard, what new songs I have downloaded, who are the people I talked too, what I ate during lunch, who won and who scored the most in NBA, what new songs I learned to play with the guitar, what happened at school, how many times I tripped, how much I miss you... like I said.. I wanted to talk to you about everything.

I wonder what you call her. I wonder if you tell her the same things you told me. I wonder if you talk about me the way we talk about you ex's. I wonder if you stroke her hair when she sleeps. I wonder how you hug her when she's cold. I wonder if you play with her younger cousins. I wonder if you already introduced her to your parents. I wonder how late you stay at night just to talk to her. I wonder if you wait for her to come home before you go to sleep. I wonder if you play cards together. I wonder if you share a plate with her. I wonder if you sing to her. I wonder if she teaches you guitar. I wonder if you love her more than you love me. I wonder if she loves you as much as I do. I wonder so many things.

You said you'd always be there for me and you'd take care of me. You said that you would be my friend. But where were you when I needed comfort? But I guess, I really can't blame you. Being there for me all the time I needed someone would be to good to be true. I guess it's really hard to let someone who you could tell everything to out of my system.

I have nothing against her. She has no fault here. But yeah, pain aside, I'm glad you found someone you're happy with. Just treat her nice because every girl deserved to be treated like a princess.

-sappy pathetic girl

Life's a bitch, then you die

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School's a mess. I might not be able to graduate this march because of our thesis. haaay..

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I miss the College of Science.. :(.. the Faculty of Engineering is ok.. but being in the main building is different.. haaaaay..

got this from bench..

It's a year in review by copying the first sentence from the first post of each month of 2004.

January - Happy New Year

February - what's the difference between remake, remix, revival, and cover songs [besides the root word]?

March - if it's not meant to be.. it's not meant to be...

April - +first day at citibank

May - conference semifinals would start nxt week!! [SA vs LA]

June - yay! pistons in the finals!

July - i miss him...

August - prelim week.. 15 chapters for tomorrow's test..

September - cno gusto bumili ng YAMAHA M T 8x8 track recorder, high position cassette 40K pesos.. originally 80K.

October - two defense down.. finals na lang.. sembreak na!

November - i'm back..

December - si mario ang idol ko.


... *lol*.. ang corny..

kainis.. i had very long and sensible post... sabay na wala.. arghhh!!!!!!!!!

i just want to shout!!! I poured out my emotions pa nman!!!




I need to cry... again...

tata!

Pink, Purple, and Red
by: ratmanprimate

Wistful strokes of Fate: surges we're undestined to constrain.
Streaks of glad Yellow; else strobes of Blue and Green.
Though not all colors sparkle and spark: set stars stricken.

Ashen, grayed; dismal smearings of dried dirt and and grazed grain.
Smudgen by sedition; swift heart-hews by the treacherous unseen.
Blinded, you stumble; trip then hurt; roll with the ranks of the fallen.

But alas, Fate's canvas is vast and immense.
Here's God's Eraser, expunge the Soil and Ash
Now grab a paint bucket of Dreams, Smiles, and Shelter:
forgive,
forego,
forget.

Now go,
repaint everything Pink, Purple, and Red.


so yeah... I'm planning to repaint everything.. thanks pat! ;)

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It just occured to me this morning

me: kheng, may girlfriend na si JC (malumanay pa ako nito)
keren: weh?
me: [tells the whole story]
keren: ang kapal naman ng mukha niya! makikipag break sya sayo dahil di pa sya ready mag committ tapos mauuna pa syang magka girlfriend!
me: [stops for a while].. aba oo nga no! gago yun ah!


eheheheh... natatawa lang ako... pero yeah, I'm pissed.. but I guess it's ok... well, i need to be ok.. everything's gonna be ok..


hahahahaha

January 05, 2005 8:00 PM
me: musta na?
him: eto.. k lng.. ano bago?
me: wala eh.. kaw?
him: seeeecret..
me: daya.. may girlfriend k na no?
him: oo


JC has a new girlfriend.

"Siya yung isa sa mga taong hindi mo dapat pag-selosan.. dahil magkaibigan lang talaga kame"
yeah.. he told me that last year..

na-feel ko na na-magkakatuluyan ren sila.. he sounds happy.. he seems happy..

I'm freaking out!! my hands our cold.. tears are falling.. pero not that much.. I want to shout.. pero I can't.. I keep slapping my legs actually.. ewan ko.. any physical pain sana.. Nang-gi-gi-gil ako.. I have no one to run to..

[me in the past months] "i just want to know if there's no feeling anymore"

I guess I got my answer..


I DON'T WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY..

putanginashetshetfuckarggggarrputatalaga


Pero why do I feel this way?

Pride lang to.. hindi ko lang matanggap na masaya na sya.. at ako hindi pa.. Ego ko lang to..

tama! ganun nga siguro yan..

basta.. over na ko sa kanya.. yup.. hindi ko na sya mahal.. namimiss ko na lang yung feeling..

tama... ganun nga yun.. tama nga... sana tama... kasi ayoko na maging ganito...

yeah.. keep telling yourself that..

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and you know what pisses me off?? thinking that two of my best guy buds (or at least the two that I'm most comfortable with) leaves me hanging in the air.. Not because they intend too.. but because things really do change.. and I really can't blame them..

guy #1 [JC] - we just couldn't patch things up back then..
guy #2 [Ryan] - we drifted apart..

funny, they're both from south..

I hate it how people can walk in and out of your life..

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I hate it when people only remeber you when they need something..

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Left my phone at my friend's place.. our internet connection was cutted off [I'm using a borrowed account].. and I heard a lot of good news..

Wattaday..



But I'm ok now..

Question: When did Rock, Pop, Hip-hop, and Punk became not only genre's of music, but a lifestyle?

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claud, abi, lyca, kathy (yellow), czarelli (formerly known as camille)

obvious naman siguro kung cno pinakamatanda.. eheheheheh


300 kwitis (tama ba ung spelling?)... inubos nmen ang 300 na kwitis.. eheheh.. my first time to lit a fire cracker.. ansaya! iba talaga ung adrenalin rush.. eheheheh...


louie, justin, patrick, george
my brothers and youngest cousin (dito sa project 6)


with ivan (another cuz.. the one in red..)


random pic.. ehehehehhe


so yeah, I spent my New Year's Eve celebration with my cousins.. and I think It was the first time that we were complete (those here in QC) after a looooooong time..

eheheheh.. kainis.. may pasok na bukas.. ehhehehe